Sunday, November 27, 2005

my internet speed seems to be picking up.... hmm.. thats good i think...

I made my sharing on Identity in Christ today... seemed like the respond was quite good... praise God...
But sometimes... i still wonder if I was ever even fit to give such a message.. my life is in such shambles..

sigh

*hugz dear*
miss you so much

Saturday, November 26, 2005

One day, I'm going to give all my good friends a hug when they least expected it
I wan a surprise hug too! lolz

Friday, November 25, 2005

it feels warm to be so close to you
closer then ever...
let it burn....

My blog posts are losing creative titles...

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A few more days, and its going to be his birthday.... really wonder what I should get for him... pocket is kinda emptying inside out nowadays..

i'm becoming cynical...

funny that ms peters could tell me that i look more cheerful then ever, despite falling asleep at least once during 99% of her lectures...

why am I so tired?

why are people so tired?...

I'm not exectly as stress or cookoo over work like timothy, but why do i feel like i have a ton of lead over my shoulders?

grr...

sigh...

I can't break free of this holiday thingie i guess, which i feel the is same for timothy too.... both my brothers are having a good time, enjoying their holidays, and that should be the same for tim's siblings too...

this is so unfair... MOE is trying to split up families and disorientate all holiday schedules....

this is crazy..

i'm ranting...

sigh..

I'm going ta have to give a message on Sunday to my youth group... i really think that i'm not up to the task... i'm the least qualified to give such an important message...

why does Eric have to throw the organization of the very first battle our church is going to have to michelle and me?

life is unfair...

Victor has just came home... urgh...
That means Nicholas will transform 180 degrees from one self to a bootlicking other...

disgusting... (repeated for the 3rd time)



so many activities are being held... i can't participate in them...
so many movies are coming out... i can't watch them...
so many friends are staying over... i can't join them...

DOES'NT MOE HAVE ANY EYES IN THE FIRST PLACE??

grrah.... they think they're so smart by trying to shift all the holidays, such that when we guys come out of poly, the first thing that greet our faces will be NS...

whats wrong with the old scheme huh?

MOE : oHh.. so that when the guys come out of poly, they won't waste their time away

waste time my foot lah. you call getting job experience a WASTE of time?

gnnahh...


i'm pissed.

anybody can tell i'm pissed...


sigh
sigh sigh
sigh sigh sigh


i bet they're going to throw a million lawsuits on defametary on me. fine. whatever, i dont have the will to live anywayz..

live is starting to become so dreary and gray...

i better cheer up.

i have somebody who painted a rainbow in my rain
who pushed open the clouds and cut out enough blue to make a sailor a pair of jeans
who made life jus seem so much more bearable...

thanks dear... miss you so much...

miss your hugs, miss your smiles....

*hugz*
when my rainbow ended, i found you on the other side =)

Thursday, November 24, 2005

I've been alone, without a heart for too long....
Loneliness exists even in company...
I miss you,
I really do......
Singapore Polytechnic is becoming a home to super stars


haha =)

My class rocks =)

My class rocks =D

haha... ultra talented, super united, crazy class....

we won 3 out of the 5 places in talentime... wahaha...

To be precise, Sabby, James and Sharina!! yaaay... *clap clap clap clap*


=D


I love my class... haha

Actually, I love the DMC peepz... We're actually a culture transforming group of people actually.. haha... we're so tightly bound together...
Like today... when James, Timothy and Ryan was performing, the entire lecture hall suddenly rose from their seats and ran out to support them...
Even Ms Peter was impressed =D

haha... the lecturers are cool too...


if you'd ask me to list the people that matter most in my life, it would be :

1) God
2) Dom
3) Friends

wonder?

i'm starting to blog less and less as the workload starts to increase.... soon I won't be able to blog everyday already..


Love ya dear...
miss you lots and lots....
hope you're thinking the same thing too...